{"id":2141,"date":"2011-07-29T20:32:21","date_gmt":"2011-07-29T17:32:21","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/daimon.me\/blog\/?p=2141"},"modified":"2011-07-29T20:32:21","modified_gmt":"2011-07-29T17:32:21","slug":"ganduri-alandala","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/daimon.me\/blog\/2011\/07\/ganduri-alandala\/","title":{"rendered":"G\u00e2nduri alandala"},"content":{"rendered":"<div class=\"entry\">\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Am o stare de expectativ\u0103. Curios este c\u0103 nu \u015ftiu ce a\u015ftept..<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Pe de-o parte e renun\u0163area la studii. Am ales lucrul \u0103sta, \u015ftiam de multe luni \u00eencoace c\u0103 se va \u00eent\u00e2mpla, da&#8217; .. parc\u0103 lipse\u015fte un element. E ca \u015fi cum cineva ar fi tras o linie invizibil\u0103 dincolo de care scrie &#8220;de aici e\u015fti liber&#8221;. Curios, nu m\u0103 aflu de partea corect\u0103 a liniei. Prima senza\u0163ie a\u015fa a fost, aburul acela al libert\u0103\u0163ii de a fi f\u0103cut o alegere; apoi s-a risipit.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">De altfel \u00eemi lipse\u015fte vlaga, acel motor micu\u0163 care \u00eempinge totul \u00eenainte pe motiv c\u0103-\u0163i place ce faci. N-am chef s\u0103 citesc, de\u015fi m\u0103 a\u015fteapt\u0103 vreo 4 c\u0103r\u0163i \u00eencepute. N-am chef s\u0103 m\u0103 uit la filme, de\u015fi iat\u0103 c\u0103 am la dispozi\u0163ie multe ceasuri libere. N-am chef s\u0103 m\u0103 plimb m\u0103car. N-am chef s\u0103 povestesc cu lumea, \u015fi dac\u0103 a\u015f \u00eencerca n-a\u015f \u015fti ce s\u0103 spun.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u00cen fine, o buc\u0103\u0163ic\u0103 din povestea asta apar\u0163ine \u015fi jobului. M-am angajat acum 2 ani pe un orar de noapte (19-3) pentru c\u0103 \u00eemi pl\u0103cea oricum s\u0103 stau treaz, plus c\u0103 teoretic a\u015f fi putut merge \u015fi la cursuri. Da&#8217; e o lips\u0103 evident\u0103 \u00een planul \u0103sta &#8211; se duc dracului toate evenimentele la care ai vrea s\u0103 participi. Meci de fotbal sau baschet? Seara. Pies\u0103 de teatru? Seara. Ie\u015fire \u00een ora\u015f? To\u0163i restul sunt liberi seara. N-am mai admirat un asfin\u0163it sau un r\u0103s\u0103rit de luni \u00eentregi.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Am, desigur, posibilitatea s\u0103 trec la un orar de zi, sc\u0103z\u00e2nd din salariu acel procent corespunz\u0103tor orelor de noapte. E cam mult, futu-i. Plus c\u0103 to\u0163i colegii ar fi invers fa\u0163\u0103 de mine, practic a\u015f fi pe cont propriu \u00een orele de zi. Nu m\u0103 \u00eenc\u00e2nt\u0103 deloc ideea. Pe de alt\u0103 parte ar \u00eensemna un somn mai lini\u015ftit, eu unul neput\u00e2nd mai niciodat\u0103 s\u0103 adorm fix la 3. Da&#8217; niciodat\u0103. Dracu mai \u015ftie cum ar fi bine.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Ce m\u0103 frapeaz\u0103 este c\u00e2t de pu\u0163ine lucruri s-au schimbat \u00een 4 ani. Aceea\u015fi angoas\u0103 \u015fi \u00een <a href=\"https:\/\/daimon.me\/blog\/2007\/10\/o-lume-haotica\/\" target=\"_blank\">2007<\/a>, senza\u0163ia de rupere \u015fi fiin\u0163are \u00eentre dou\u0103 lumi. Iubesc tehnologia \u015fi cum st\u0103 ea ascult\u0103toare, iubesc limbajele \u015fi simbolurile \u015fi senza\u0163ia pe care o ai c\u00e2nd \u00eencepi s\u0103 le dezghioci. Da&#8217; nu-mi iese s\u0103 fiu r\u0103bduriu \u015fi s\u0103 m\u0103 aplec cu migal\u0103 asupra problemelor care m\u0103 intereseaz\u0103. Am \u00eenv\u0103\u0163at s\u0103 programez din joac\u0103, desen\u00e2nd linii, cercuri \u015fi alte chestii pe ecran pe vremea c\u00e2nd limbajul Basic era cunoscut. Parc\u0103 nu mai \u015ftiu s\u0103 m\u0103 joc. \u00cemb\u0103tr\u00e2nesc.<\/p>\n<p>Mai ar fi de spus chestii, da&#8217; nu g\u0103sesc cuvintele potrivite pentu ele.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Am o stare de expectativ\u0103. Curios este c\u0103 nu \u015ftiu ce a\u015ftept.. Pe de-o parte e renun\u0163area la studii. Am ales lucrul \u0103sta, \u015ftiam de multe luni \u00eencoace c\u0103 se va \u00eent\u00e2mpla, da&#8217; .. parc\u0103 lipse\u015fte un element. E ca \u015fi cum cineva ar fi tras o linie invizibil\u0103 dincolo de care scrie &#8220;de aici &#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":4,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-2141","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","6":"category-fara","7":"anons"},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/daimon.me\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2141","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/daimon.me\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/daimon.me\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/daimon.me\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/4"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/daimon.me\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2141"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/daimon.me\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2141\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2147,"href":"http:\/\/daimon.me\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2141\/revisions\/2147"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/daimon.me\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2141"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/daimon.me\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=2141"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/daimon.me\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=2141"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}