{"id":81,"date":"2008-04-08T14:21:00","date_gmt":"2008-04-08T21:21:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/daimon.me\/blog\/?p=81"},"modified":"2011-04-19T13:55:09","modified_gmt":"2011-04-19T10:55:09","slug":"portret-de-profesor-nedelcu-robert","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/daimon.me\/blog\/2008\/04\/portret-de-profesor-nedelcu-robert\/","title":{"rendered":"Portret de profesor : Nedelcu Robert"},"content":{"rendered":"<div class=\"entry\">\n<p>Am mai scris <a href=\"https:\/\/daimon.me\/blog\/2008-03-05\/amintiri-de-scolar-profii-de-religie\/\" target=\"_blank\">despre profii mei de religie<\/a>, \u015fi despre atitudinea mea\/noastr\u0103 fa\u0163\u0103 de ei. E pl\u0103cut s\u0103 ai un profesor la m\u00e2n\u0103, fie \u015fi psihic, s\u0103 \u00eel vezi cum se str\u0103duie, s\u0103 \u00eel vezi rat\u00e2nd.<\/p>\n<p>Dar omul \u0103sta, care ne-a predat religie \u00een clasa a XIIa \u015fi o partea din a XIa, este diferit. Scriu ESTE \u015fi nu A FOST, pentru c\u0103 nu a murit nici m\u0103car \u00een amintiri. A\u015f prefera anii s\u0103 nu m\u0103 ajute \u00een sensul \u0103sta.<\/p>\n<p>Robert. Nu venea la or\u0103 cu un scop clar. Adic\u0103 venea el cu ideea de lec\u0163ie ce trebuia predat\u0103, dar nu impunea. \u00cen schimb, povestea. Mult. De fapt, predica. Este preot, \u015fi chiar la ore obi\u015fnuia s\u0103 vin\u0103 \u00een sutan\u0103. Nu avea doar o lec\u0163ie seac\u0103 de predat, avea ceva de \u00eemp\u0103rt\u0103\u015fit. Moment \u00een care radarul meu a \u00eenceput s\u0103 piuie u\u015for \u015fi s\u0103 spun\u0103 c\u0103 avem de-a face cu altceva ..<\/p>\n<p>Ce avea, diferit de majoritatea profesorilor pe care i-am \u00eent\u00e2lnit? Con\u015ftiin\u0163a valorii de sine. Venea dup\u0103 un trecut zbuciumat, fusese \u015fi roacher la via\u0163a lui, \u00eencercase \u015fi tehnici orientale de medita\u0163ie, energii subtile, toat\u0103 paleta. A aterizat \u00een ortodoxie ca la un liman, ca la T\u0103r\u00e2mul F\u0103g\u0103duin\u0163ei, dup\u0103 \u00eencerc\u0103ri \u015fi gre\u015feli, nu \u00een urma unui flutura\u015f cu &#8220;Jesus saves you, accept Him today!&#8221;. Orele erau \u00eenc\u0103rcate cu experien\u0163\u0103, vorbea din fapte \u015fi nu din manuale, \u00eencerca s\u0103 ne activeze sim\u0163ul sacrului, sim\u0163ul culturii, voin\u0163a de a studia dincolo de orizontul cotidian.<\/p>\n<p>A \u00eencercat, al\u0103turi de profu&#8217; de filosofie, s\u0103 fac\u0103 un club de filme \u00een \u015fcoal\u0103. Din p\u0103cate a e\u015fuat, parte din vina conducerii (trebuia s\u0103 se milogeasc\u0103 pentru videoproiector), parte din dezinteresul nostru, parte din vina lui (primul film v\u0103zut a fost Stalker!). Pe c\u00e2\u0163iva ne-a pus \u00een direc\u0163ia bun\u0103, pe c\u00e2\u0163iva i-a speriat, pe restu&#8217; i-a l\u0103sat indiferen\u0163i.<\/p>\n<p>C\u00e2nd a v\u0103zut c\u0103 predic\u0103 precum Moise \u00een pustiu, a decis ceva mai de\u015ftept. Am f\u0103cut orele de prim\u0103vara \u00een parc. Acolo, \u00eentre pomi, altfel se vorbe\u015fte despre Cel de Sus dec\u00e2t \u00eentre 4 pere\u0163i insalubri. A deschis urechile, a \u00eentrebat de pove\u015ftile noastre insipide, a \u00eencercat s\u0103 \u00een\u0163eleag\u0103 de ce. Nu \u015ftiu \u00een ce m\u0103sur\u0103 a reu\u015fit, cert este c\u0103 a \u00eencercat.<\/p>\n<p>I-am cerut odat\u0103 ceva legat de rock, cred c\u0103 un concert Metallica. A stat, s-a g\u00e2ndit, s-a zb\u0103tut oleac\u0103 \u00een interior, apoi a zis simplu \u015fi frust: NU. \u201eNu vreau s\u0103-\u0163i ofer pe tav\u0103 accesul la ceea ce-\u0163i poate pierde sufletul. Dac\u0103 e\u015fti interesat pe bune, vei face rost \u015fi f\u0103r\u0103 ajutorul meu; dac\u0103 e\u015fti tare, vei rezista tenta\u0163iei. Dar eu nu te pot ajuta\u201d.<\/p>\n<p>Nu am vorbit mult cu el, \u00een acest an \u015fi jum\u0103tate. M-a a\u015fteptat r\u0103bd\u0103tor s\u0103 cresc, s\u0103 acumulez experien\u0163\u0103 \u00een mine, s\u0103 am \u015fi eu ce \u00eemp\u0103rt\u0103\u015fi. Am fost, din punctul \u0103sta de vedere, o loaz\u0103. Dar ceea ce \u015ftiu sigur despre el, este c\u0103, oriunde m-a\u015f afla \u015fi oric\u00e2t ar fi ceasul, pot s\u0103 \u00eel sun s\u0103 \u00eemi descarc sufletul \u00een fa\u0163a lui. Cum, de altfel, au f\u0103cut-o mul\u0163i; adesea l-am v\u0103zut pe coridoare, discut\u00e2nd cu diferi\u0163i, trat\u00e2nd probleme existen\u0163iale, preocup\u00e2ndu-se. C\u0103ci ce altceva este cre\u015ftinismul primar, dec\u00e2t preocuparea de sufletul fiec\u0103ruia \u00een parte?<\/p>\n<p>Vreau s\u0103 cred c\u0103, \u00eentr-un col\u0163 pierdut al liceului Shakespeare, mai exist\u0103 Robert, delicios de anacronic cu sutana \u015fi cu barba lui imens\u0103, povestind fiec\u0103ruia \u015fi tuturor c\u0103 exist\u0103 ceva dincolo de sex, papa, iPod, teve, net, c\u0103l\u0103torii, \u015fi \u015fcoal\u0103. Nu \u00eei doresc str\u0103lucire, nu a\u015f vrea s\u0103 \u00eel v\u0103d \u201ela ramp\u0103\u201d vreodat\u0103. Experien\u0163ele lui se pot \u00eemp\u0103rt\u0103\u015fi doar \u00een unghere, personal, undeva unde nu te supravegheaz\u0103 un inspector ce spui \u015fi cum spui &#8230;.<\/p>\n<p>~~~~~~~~<\/p>\n<p>editare ulterioar\u0103, <strong>19\/4\/2011<\/strong> &#8211; am g\u0103sit \u015fi o poz\u0103<\/p>\n<div><a href=\"https:\/\/daimon.me\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2008\/04\/163245_486965246138_615581138_6091344_4091998_n.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-medium wp-image-1943\" title=\"robert nedelcu\" src=\"https:\/\/daimon.me\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2008\/04\/163245_486965246138_615581138_6091344_4091998_n-300x225.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"391\" height=\"293\" srcset=\"https:\/\/daimon.me\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2008\/04\/163245_486965246138_615581138_6091344_4091998_n-300x225.jpg 300w, https:\/\/daimon.me\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2008\/04\/163245_486965246138_615581138_6091344_4091998_n.jpg 720w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 391px) 100vw, 391px\" \/><\/a><\/div>\n<\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Am mai scris despre profii mei de religie, \u015fi despre atitudinea mea\/noastr\u0103 fa\u0163\u0103 de ei. E pl\u0103cut s\u0103 ai un profesor la m\u00e2n\u0103, fie \u015fi psihic, s\u0103 \u00eel vezi cum se str\u0103duie, s\u0103 \u00eel vezi rat\u00e2nd. Dar omul \u0103sta, care ne-a predat religie \u00een clasa a XIIa \u015fi o partea din a XIa, este diferit. &#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":4,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-81","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","6":"category-fara","7":"anons"},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/daimon.me\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/81","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/daimon.me\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/daimon.me\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/daimon.me\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/4"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/daimon.me\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=81"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/daimon.me\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/81\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1946,"href":"https:\/\/daimon.me\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/81\/revisions\/1946"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/daimon.me\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=81"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/daimon.me\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=81"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/daimon.me\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=81"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}