{"id":829,"date":"2010-02-06T17:20:59","date_gmt":"2010-02-06T15:20:59","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/daimon.me\/blog\/?p=829"},"modified":"2010-02-06T17:20:59","modified_gmt":"2010-02-06T15:20:59","slug":"undeva-departe","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/daimon.me\/blog\/2010\/02\/undeva-departe\/","title":{"rendered":"Undeva, departe"},"content":{"rendered":"
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Ora 7:55.<\/p>\n

Dormisem aproape trei ceasuri f\u0103r’ o litr\u0103, \u015fi totu\u015fi parc-a\u015f mai fi dat gean\u0103-n gean\u0103 oleac\u0103. Greu, dar m-am urnit din pat la 7, sp\u0103lat pe ochi, repetat formulele la analiz\u0103, plecat \u00een grup la examen. Pe jos alunec\u0103 vag, \u015fi ninge u\u015furel c\u00e2t s\u0103 ne intre z\u0103pada-n ochi \u015fi frigul \u00een oase.<\/p>\n

Ora 7:55, \u00een fa\u0163a amfiteatrului. Ciopor de studen\u0163i proaspe\u0163i, \u00eei vedem dup\u0103 cum stau cumin\u0163i \u015fi a\u015fteapt\u0103 s\u0103 le bat\u0103 ceasul. M\u0103 simt b\u0103tr\u00e2n …<\/p>\n

A venit \u015fi profesoara la timp, primim subiectele. M\u0103 uit \u00een gol la foaie, \u015fi parc\u0103 din ea se uit\u0103 \u015fi formulele c\u00e2\u015f la mine. Mda, se pare c\u0103 nu-s de-ajuns Taylorii \u015fi Fourierii \u015fi dracu s\u0103-i ia pe to\u0163i gagii care au emis la via\u0163a lor teoreme. \u00cencerc totu\u015fi, dau piept cu integralele, scot fl\u0103c\u0103ri din urechi \u015fi formulele \u00eemi scap\u0103 printre degete .. asta e, ne vedem \u00een prim\u0103var\u0103, cu promisiunea c\u0103 voi \u00eenv\u0103\u0163a mai mult, mai bine, totul, da sigur ce glum\u0103 bun\u0103, c\u00e2nd am \u00eenv\u0103\u0163at eu totul?<\/p>\n

Nu se face totu\u015fi s\u0103 predau lucrarea, nu \u00eenc\u0103, a\u015fez pixul frumos pe foaie \u015fi m\u0103 uit pe fereastr\u0103 …<\/p>\n

Ora 8 \u015fi nu mai \u015ftiu c\u00e2t o fi. Ninge cu fulgi mari, bl\u00e2nzi \u015fi pufo\u015fi, ninge \u00een dung\u0103 de parc\u0103 Euclid \u00eensu\u015fi a tras dreptele cu rigla, ninge calm \u015fi hipnotic, aud vocile celor din anul I glumind undeva \u00een r\u00e2ndurile din spate, \u015fi parc\u0103-s iar \u015fi eu freshman tremur\u00e2nd de frica lungilor coridoare t\u0103cute. Parc\u0103-mi amintesc vag cum eram la \u00eenceputuri, venind la cursul de programare \u015fi st\u00e2nd t\u0103cut \u00een r\u00e2ndurile \u00eentunecate, privind la ecranul gigantic pe care profesorul a f\u0103cut schema unor pointeri din stiv\u0103, parc\u0103 simt iar\u0103\u015fi mirosul greu \u015fi ud al iernilor c\u00e2nd ne str\u00e2ngeam 90 de in\u015fi \u00eentr-un amfiteatru la cursul de Logic\u0103, mirosul cafelei de la distribuitor, nectar al studen\u0163ilor somnoro\u015fi, caietele pline de formule \u015fi teorie pe care le umpleam s\u00e2rguincio\u015fi cu to\u0163ii, chemarea din laboratoarele anului 2, \u00eent\u00e2lnirile sporadice din MSP, cearta cu profesorul de Java, \u00eemi revine vag cum mufam cabluri de re\u0163ea pe la Networking, toropeala serilor de var\u0103 pe care le petreceam la bibliotec\u0103 citind Chip \u015fi istoria computerelor, nervii f\u0103cu\u0163i la Inginerie Software, fast forward this semester, mai c\u00e2teva s\u0103pt\u0103m\u00e2ni \u015fi totul o s\u0103 fie gata, kaput, game ofer, finish line, punem punct \u015fi-am \u00eencheiat o etap\u0103.<\/p>\n

Deja?<\/p>\n

Zumzetul se stinge \u00eencet-\u00eencet, v\u0103d neoanele amfiteatrului A02, sunt cu pixul \u00een m\u00e2n\u0103 \u015fi realizez brusc unde sunt, e examenul de analiz\u0103 \u015fi tocmai ce-am mai bifat o restan\u0163\u0103 glorioas\u0103 pe list\u0103, va fi interesant \u00een prim\u0103var\u0103, ce-s alea 4 luni pentru licen\u0163\u0103, \u015fi-apoi cine o s\u0103-mi mai spun\u0103 ce s\u0103 fac? Oh teh glorious paradox of being free to get a job, get a wife, get a hobby and get in line. You’re free to get in line. Pick your position, it’s free for all, alege-\u0163i coada, mai mare sau mai mic\u0103, te definim prin prietenii de pe Facebook, nu uita s\u0103 faci poze unde mergi ca s\u0103 demonstrezi c\u0103 ai fost acolo, de ce nu ai copii \u00eenc\u0103, unde faci Revelionul?<\/p>\n

E ciudat cum via\u0163a pare doar un drum fr\u00e2nt, cum copil\u0103ria o pierzi inocent \u015fi juc\u00e2ndu-te, cum adolescen\u0163a e doar teren de tatonare pentru cele ce urmeaz\u0103, cum adultul t\u00e2n\u0103r se irose\u015fte s\u0103-\u015fi fac\u0103 pozi\u0163ie pentru ca adult cu drepturi depline s\u0103 simt\u0103 cum respira\u0163ia i se \u00eengreuneaz\u0103 \u015fi cum cursa devine tot mai uzant\u0103, b\u0103tr\u00e2nul r\u0103m\u00e2n\u00e2nd doar s\u0103 trag\u0103 ultimele concluzii ale Marii Iroseli, regres\u00e2nd spre senilitatea \u015fi dulcea leg\u0103nare a copil\u0103riei …<\/p>\n

O, zi-le tu Pitti\u015f, zi-le tu despre putrezirea care m\u0103-mbat\u0103 ca un vin<\/a>, zice\u0163i voi ultra\u015filor despre studen\u0163ie \u015fi cum a\u015f vrea s\u0103 r\u0103m\u00e2n<\/a>, dac\u0103 s-ar putea …<\/p>\n

Ora 10.<\/p>\n

Ie\u015fit din sala examen. Frig \u00eenghea\u0163\u0103 ou\u0103le. L\u0103sat visare pe alt\u0103 dat. C\u0103utat c\u0103lduric\u0103. \u015ei totu\u015fi,<\/p>\n

Sunt t\u00e2n\u0103r, Doamn\u0103! :)<\/p>\n<\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Ora 7:55. Dormisem aproape trei ceasuri f\u0103r’ o litr\u0103, \u015fi totu\u015fi parc-a\u015f mai fi dat gean\u0103-n gean\u0103 oleac\u0103. Greu, dar m-am urnit din pat la 7, sp\u0103lat pe ochi, repetat formulele la analiz\u0103, plecat \u00een grup la examen. Pe jos alunec\u0103 vag, \u015fi ninge u\u015furel c\u00e2t s\u0103 ne intre z\u0103pada-n ochi \u015fi frigul \u00een oase. …<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":4,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-829","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","6":"category-fara","7":"anons"},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/daimon.me\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/829","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/daimon.me\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/daimon.me\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/daimon.me\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/4"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/daimon.me\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=829"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/daimon.me\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/829\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":830,"href":"https:\/\/daimon.me\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/829\/revisions\/830"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/daimon.me\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=829"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/daimon.me\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=829"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/daimon.me\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=829"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}